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Manifest It All!!!

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Manifesting is different than wishing........Wishing is simple and overused, we wish our hair was longer, we were taller, we were sleeping while sitting in boring meeting.  Manifestation is our way to really get what we want and need for our higher good.  For our mission our purpose to help us and allow us to experience things we focus on to bring into our existence for growth and joy if done correctly.  Manifestation can and is a great learning tool and if we look at all we have manifested with intent of joy we can learn to manifest nothing but happiness. Manifestation can also represent the old cliche, be careful what you wish for you just might get it, especially when we yearn for something we had, but let go and then manifest it back into our lives.  Everything we currently have in our existence, we manifested.  The pillows on our couch, the trinkets on our mantels, etc.  Have you ever took the time to look around and really see the things that you manifested at one time yet hav
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Self Judgment

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Judgment comes from our experiences, from the way we view the world, comes from our "beliefs" that we have learned and ultimately hold as our truths.  Wouldn't it be beautiful if we could release the judgment we hold in our heads, especially the judgment we place on ourselves.  I've been traveling down a path that was carefully orchestrated just for me.  I created it and when it became mundane or boring I added more.  Picture a  path in the middle of a beautiful open space.  At the beginning it starts just like the yellow brick road in "The Wizard of Oz" (I relate to the lion.....another blog :) ).  It is beautiful, big, and seems to go on forever.  There are portions of the road when I look further down the road where it seems to vanish (I know now those are the dips in my journey).  I can see a beautiful light, rainbow (I love rainbows.....they are magical) and the beauty from the light helps me continue.  I made sure the light came from above so even w
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SOUL PURPOSE

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I have found lately that all of the turmoil my mind has caused me was in a desperate attempt to find out my purpose and reason to be a participant in this world.  Was I here to save the whales?  Find a cure for cancer?  Was I important enough to have a purpose......I mean I hear it all the time that everyone has a purpose.  I was finding that I was becoming increasingly anxious in finding out what I was here to do, I mean what if it had eluded me for so long that I have wasted my time doing something I shouldn't have been doing?  I don't want to have to start over again, to have to come back and repeat the pain when I could have just done it this time around. So I have been asking and asking and then so defeated when it doesn't come back quickly.  I know that the answer has been there and given to me over and over.  I was just looking for more or a different answer I guess.   I found that purpose doesn't necessarily come from what you do, but purpose is actually what
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I AM

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I AM.  That is all.  That is all I need for I am = individual consciousness.  Learning and practicing to keep your mind focused on "I AM" will greatly increase your wellness and your attitude to life and the journey that you are traveling.  I use to believe that Karma was like the devil, the pied piper if you will.  The bag of ugliness and negativity waiting to throw shame, guilt and payback.  The only way to wrong your right.  I find my mind shifting, my beliefs held me back, kept me stuck and allowed me to struggle as I walked through life.  My beliefs as much as I wanted them to be cloaked in light and love were ultimately wrapped in fear.  The fear comes from not knowing recogizing loving and beleiving in myself.  The journey I walk through comes from me, from my mind and fear of what if instead of knowing that I AM and that is all.  I am beginning to detach myself from the "world" and it's beliefs and outcomes, as they do not serve my higher good.  They se
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Mirror, mirror on the wall........

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ALL OF MY FAILURES HAVE BEEN SUCCESSES!  Every mistake I make allows me to grow and evolve as long as I recognize and appreciate.   Every person in my life act as a mirror to me and show me if I look deep enough exactly what I am doing in life.   They provide me a glimpse of myself from the outside in.  As I sit and look at my life,  I realize I have lived for so long staring in the mirror and choosing not to see the goodness that those in my life represent and show, but focusing and obsessing on the negative.  This is so telling of what goes on inside of me.... I find myself ugly, weak and so fucking afraid.  I run away from myself, my wants, my desires and what truly makes me happy.  This is evident from the lines that have formed on my face, the sadness and heaviness in my eyes and the constant whirlwind that lives in my chest and stomach.  Yet, when I look past the images in the mirror that are ugly and negative I see love, those in my life that support me, believe in me, see th
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Self-Acceptance

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Have you ever wanted to fit in so badly, you lose yourself completely?   My desire for acceptance started as far back as when I was 7.  I wanted the acceptance from my brother.  I would beg to go fishing and hunting with him and my dad.  My father always let me go, however my brother NEVER embraced the idea and teased me endlessly.  By the time I was in the sixth grade, not only was I striving to get the best grades (just like him), but I was playing every “boy” sport there was to participate in.  I became a tom boy and it was then that I started to lose myself.  In the 7 th grade, I cut my waist length hair to my shoulders and after my father saw it, he wouldn’t speak to me for days.  Little did I know the effect the two most important men in my life would have on me, by the age of 13, neither accepted me and that is when I believed I was not enough.  I have dealt with countless men who have  put me down, threatened, harassed, told me I'm not enough, sexualized me, treat
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Mercury in Retrograde

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Are you ready?  Exactly what is it and how do you prepare to move through November 16-December 6.  First I'm not an astrologer however, I know that when Mercury is in Retrograde, things seem to get all screwed up.  Mercury is the fastest planet and during this time it orbits faster than the earth and seems to be going backwards.  You may find that you will experience more doubt, uncertainty, don't get married during this time, don't sign important documents, not even a handshake.  Instead, release.....release negative beliefs, thoughts, patterns, people, etc from your life.  Clean out your closets (literally).  This is a perfect time for self-reflection and relaxing.   Here is a quick overview of what each sign may encounter: Sagittarius-issues with getting where you want to go-this period you may see issues with your mode of transportation.  Have a back up plan Capricorn-you may find yourself struggling with control.  You will not be the one in the driver's seat
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