Great ideas Crystal. Some of my favorite subjects. I will blog on each of these. With different planes...........do you mean different planes we can go to like in astral projection? Can't wait to blog!! Thanks again!!
I have found lately that all of the turmoil my mind has caused me was in a desperate attempt to find out my purpose and reason to be a participant in this world. Was I here to save the whales? Find a cure for cancer? Was I important enough to have a purpose......I mean I hear it all the time that everyone has a purpose. I was finding that I was becoming increasingly anxious in finding out what I was here to do, I mean what if it had eluded me for so long that I have wasted my time doing something I shouldn't have been doing? I don't want to have to start over again, to have to come back and repeat the pain when I could have just done it this time around. So I have been asking and asking and then so defeated when it doesn't come back quickly. I know that the answer has been there and given to me over and over. I was just looking for more or a different answer I guess. I found that purpose doesn't necessarily come from what you...
Have you ever wanted to fit in so badly, you lose yourself completely? My desire for acceptance started as far back as when I was 7. I wanted the acceptance from my brother. I would beg to go fishing and hunting with him and my dad. My father always let me go, however my brother NEVER embraced the idea and teased me endlessly. By the time I was in the sixth grade, not only was I striving to get the best grades (just like him), but I was playing every “boy” sport there was to participate in. I became a tom boy and it was then that I started to lose myself. In the 7 th grade, I cut my waist length hair to my shoulders and after my father saw it, he wouldn’t speak to me for days. Little did I know the effect the two most important men in my life would have on me, by the age of 13, neither accepted me and that is when I believed I was not enough. I have dealt with countless men who have put me down, threatened, hara...
I AM. That is all. That is all I need for I am = individual consciousness. Learning and practicing to keep your mind focused on "I AM" will greatly increase your wellness and your attitude to life and the journey that you are traveling. I use to believe that Karma was like the devil, the pied piper if you will. The bag of ugliness and negativity waiting to throw shame, guilt and payback. The only way to wrong your right. I find my mind shifting, my beliefs held me back, kept me stuck and allowed me to struggle as I walked through life. My beliefs as much as I wanted them to be cloaked in light and love were ultimately wrapped in fear. The fear comes from not knowing recogizing loving and beleiving in myself. The journey I walk through comes from me, from my mind and fear of what if instead of knowing that I AM and that is all. I am beginning to detach myself from the "world" and it's beliefs and outcomes, as they do not ...
Manifesting?
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Energy projection, intentional and unintentional?
Great ideas Crystal. Some of my favorite subjects. I will blog on each of these. With different planes...........do you mean different planes we can go to like in astral projection? Can't wait to blog!! Thanks again!!
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