KARMA - IN FULL VIEW
I wanted to write about love and uplifting lessons during this month, however, the journey I encountered tonight, pushed and nagged at my spirit and I knew I needed to share what I saw and experienced as a way to learn.
The day started out peaceful. I put up the Xmas tree, did some shopping and relaxed. Later in the evening I ventured outside to all places the hospital. On the drive there, I knew in my gut this was going to be different from all of the other times I had visited someone in the hospital. I could feel I was actually in the present moment and that this was going to be a learning experience, that I would be a neutral being and that all five of my senses would be heightened. I was so right.
I walked down the hallway and eventually found the room, the door was slightly opened and I could see the room was dark except for the glow of the television. When I walked in I saw my family member in the bed, however, I could really only see the outline and I knew that at that time I wasn't ready for the lights to be on. I took a deep breath, again knowing I was going to learn something, but having no idea what. Eventually the lights came on and as I looked at them in the bed, I remember studying the shell of their body totally oblivious to what was going on around me. The face badly bruised, swollen, and stitched. I immediately felt a tightening in my chest, I knew that this had something to do with them and so I asked what else was wrong....I was right again, four broken ribs and a lacerated liver. Again, I felt as though small talk was not the reason I was there, but to ask questions. I found that my questions were all spiritually related and by the end of the visit I was providing options to changing what had brought this person to the hospital in the first place-KARMA!
As I drove home, thoughts raced through my head about Karma and about my actions and my thoughts towards myself and others. I immediately recognized many situations in my life where I knew it was my Karma coming back to me. I also realized how many times I faced the same Karma, understanding that I never made the choice to learn the lesson that allowed the karmic outcome. But I also recognized how lately I have been learning, I have noticing and I have been changing and I see how things in my life have changed. It feels my heart with gratitude and propels me to want to continue to live in a state of spirit. Time does not erase Karma and you can not escape it. It is part of the universe, what you put out is what you will get back. You need to be conscious about what you put out there......if you steal, the same will happen to you. If you lie, you will be lied too. If you hurt someone, you will be hurt. If you cheat, you will be cheated on. If you take someone for granted, you will be used and so on and so on. The cool thing, if you love, you will be loved, if you forgive, you will be forgiven, if you treat people with kindness and respect, you too will receive the same. It is why it is so important to realize vengeance is not yours, for if you seek vengeance you are creating negative Karma for yourself. REALIZE YOU AND ONLY YOU CREATE YOUR OWN KARMA by how you think and act towards others!!! If you are a person that is loving, caring, nurturing, evil people will drop from your life, this doesn't mean they can't resurface, but only when they learn to come back to the light OR you make a decision to move to the dark. You see, evil can only exist in the light for so long before it is exposed one way or another.
I know that I am so done with self-pity and blaming. I take responsibility for my actions and vow to myself and my loved ones to keep them in my thoughts, which allows me to shake the negative from my mind and proceed with positive thoughts and actions........living from spirit is the only way to free yourself from Karma.
The day started out peaceful. I put up the Xmas tree, did some shopping and relaxed. Later in the evening I ventured outside to all places the hospital. On the drive there, I knew in my gut this was going to be different from all of the other times I had visited someone in the hospital. I could feel I was actually in the present moment and that this was going to be a learning experience, that I would be a neutral being and that all five of my senses would be heightened. I was so right.
I walked down the hallway and eventually found the room, the door was slightly opened and I could see the room was dark except for the glow of the television. When I walked in I saw my family member in the bed, however, I could really only see the outline and I knew that at that time I wasn't ready for the lights to be on. I took a deep breath, again knowing I was going to learn something, but having no idea what. Eventually the lights came on and as I looked at them in the bed, I remember studying the shell of their body totally oblivious to what was going on around me. The face badly bruised, swollen, and stitched. I immediately felt a tightening in my chest, I knew that this had something to do with them and so I asked what else was wrong....I was right again, four broken ribs and a lacerated liver. Again, I felt as though small talk was not the reason I was there, but to ask questions. I found that my questions were all spiritually related and by the end of the visit I was providing options to changing what had brought this person to the hospital in the first place-KARMA!
As I drove home, thoughts raced through my head about Karma and about my actions and my thoughts towards myself and others. I immediately recognized many situations in my life where I knew it was my Karma coming back to me. I also realized how many times I faced the same Karma, understanding that I never made the choice to learn the lesson that allowed the karmic outcome. But I also recognized how lately I have been learning, I have noticing and I have been changing and I see how things in my life have changed. It feels my heart with gratitude and propels me to want to continue to live in a state of spirit. Time does not erase Karma and you can not escape it. It is part of the universe, what you put out is what you will get back. You need to be conscious about what you put out there......if you steal, the same will happen to you. If you lie, you will be lied too. If you hurt someone, you will be hurt. If you cheat, you will be cheated on. If you take someone for granted, you will be used and so on and so on. The cool thing, if you love, you will be loved, if you forgive, you will be forgiven, if you treat people with kindness and respect, you too will receive the same. It is why it is so important to realize vengeance is not yours, for if you seek vengeance you are creating negative Karma for yourself. REALIZE YOU AND ONLY YOU CREATE YOUR OWN KARMA by how you think and act towards others!!! If you are a person that is loving, caring, nurturing, evil people will drop from your life, this doesn't mean they can't resurface, but only when they learn to come back to the light OR you make a decision to move to the dark. You see, evil can only exist in the light for so long before it is exposed one way or another.
I know that I am so done with self-pity and blaming. I take responsibility for my actions and vow to myself and my loved ones to keep them in my thoughts, which allows me to shake the negative from my mind and proceed with positive thoughts and actions........living from spirit is the only way to free yourself from Karma.
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